I just came across a note a girl who belongs to a religious cult wrote to my wife recently. This girl is very far from home. My wife took her under her wing and spoke to her about Jesus Christ for the little time they had together. In the note, this 20 year old who still looks and acts like a precious child with so much enthusiasm and zeal, wrote that she loves my wife very much. But sadly her spiritual eyes and ears are still closed as she rejects the Gospel for a man made one she was always taught. My heart just breaks for this girl who is deceived. She is so sweet and loving and yet without Christ.
I think a lot when I’m alone. Not about philosophy or the meaning of life. I have God so that kind of searching ended many years ago. I’m just naturally contemplative. I can look at someone and be thinking a million thoughts about them and they wouldn’t even know it. I go for a drive and think about how everything I am seeing will one day no longer exist when God creates a new earth.
These are the things I think about and it’s very heavy to carry. But I wouldn’t change any of it.